I don't know why this happen to me. Today I'm so crappy. When other people got something, talking something that related to their future, then I'm stuck in here.
So long, after struggle,
Still not make it better...
Honestly, I don’t have a person to believe, that’s why I don’t have a place to lean on. I don’t know why, if I tried to get closer with people somehow makes my life like a LOSER. I am a person who didn’t have a good luck. And I don’t like feeling JEALOUS, I hate it so much, example => if my friends have a SOMETHING GOOD, Im so happy for that, but sometimes when Im looking my self, and I just wanna try to make my life like that (Imitate) but the result is NONE, it doesn’t mean I can’t do that, that’s because I don’t have a good luck. I hope you understand what I mean. So I must face the reality that I get a little jealous and swear its HURT.
So I must fight my feeling right..? That’s why I’m going far away so-that I can handle it and always pray to God for better life.